PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Wednesday, February 07, 2007Y
4:20 AM
<07/02/2007>
we ended le.. yupp..
ytd he asked yimyim in msn whether ii lyk him de..
ii decided tuu tell hiim e truth lors.. ii diink he can tell oso bahhs..
thru e wayy ii tok tuu hiim..
ii juz said.. no feeling..
im reli touched on wat he did for me..reli..
he's a reli niice guy..too nice for me bahs..
he DEFINATELY can find sum1 else much much better de lors..
maybe ii shudnt even hav started everything.. all my fault..
so dat no1 will be hurt..
ytd ii sms him.. & told hiim everything..
itz lyk,, we juz dun spark..
ii cant be myself wen iim wif him,, & he cant be himself..
he's not dat joking & cheerful aniimore..ever since we started..
ky agrees too..
ii dun wiish to see him lyk dat......
he sounded sad on e wayy he reply my sms ytd..
ii asked hiim whether we are still frenz.. he sad he duno..
haiix.. Dere are tiimes wen i reli had fun wen we went out..
thnx ferr all these tiimes..
let diz be a memory bahhs..
hmmx..
ytd yimyim told me..
y she wanted to break our frenship datt time le..
she said..
she dinks dat fren is sumthing lyk..
wen ii need sum1 to talk to,, ii will find u..
& wen u need sum1 to talk to,, u will find me..
but she dinks dat we juz are not lyk dat..
she said she dun understand me sumtimes..
as in.. ii keep secrets from her..
perhaps,,
but iim n0t dat kind of..
will tell ppl my everything..
ii dun tell speak up my heart to ppl de..
even if ii do.. ii dun sae it thru my mouth..
ii will write.. lyk wat iim doing now..
ytd ii almost cried..
ky,,
reli glad u accept miee as a fren..
thnx ferr everything too..
even if we weren't fren iin e future..
ii hope we will still kip in contact wors..!!
ii'll try countdown for u yaa..
even IF we might be splitted into different grps..
ytd b4 slp..
ii tot of alot of things..
ii suddenli feel so stressed out.. so lost..
haiix..
hmms.. 2dae in CO g0t new juniors !!
aww dey're so cuuuuuuuuute lors..
g0t 1 ar.. beri naughty de ><>
after dat we went lot1 to buy present for jiajun..
we ended le.. yupp..
ytd he asked yimyim in msn whether ii lyk him de..
ii decided tuu tell hiim e truth lors.. ii diink he can tell oso bahhs..
thru e wayy ii tok tuu hiim..
ii juz said.. no feeling..
im reli touched on wat he did for me..reli..
he's a reli niice guy..too nice for me bahs..
he DEFINATELY can find sum1 else much much better de lors..
maybe ii shudnt even hav started everything.. all my fault..
so dat no1 will be hurt..
ytd ii sms him.. & told hiim everything..
itz lyk,, we juz dun spark..
ii cant be myself wen iim wif him,, & he cant be himself..
he's not dat joking & cheerful aniimore..ever since we started..
ky agrees too..
ii dun wiish to see him lyk dat......
he sounded sad on e wayy he reply my sms ytd..
ii asked hiim whether we are still frenz.. he sad he duno..
haiix.. Dere are tiimes wen i reli had fun wen we went out..
thnx ferr all these tiimes..
let diz be a memory bahhs..
hmmx..
ytd yimyim told me..
y she wanted to break our frenship datt time le..
she said..
she dinks dat fren is sumthing lyk..
wen ii need sum1 to talk to,, ii will find u..
& wen u need sum1 to talk to,, u will find me..
but she dinks dat we juz are not lyk dat..
she said she dun understand me sumtimes..
as in.. ii keep secrets from her..
perhaps,,
but iim n0t dat kind of..
will tell ppl my everything..
ii dun tell speak up my heart to ppl de..
even if ii do.. ii dun sae it thru my mouth..
ii will write.. lyk wat iim doing now..
ytd ii almost cried..
ky,,
reli glad u accept miee as a fren..
thnx ferr everything too..
even if we weren't fren iin e future..
ii hope we will still kip in contact wors..!!
ii'll try countdown for u yaa..
even IF we might be splitted into different grps..
ytd b4 slp..
ii tot of alot of things..
ii suddenli feel so stressed out.. so lost..
haiix..
hmms.. 2dae in CO g0t new juniors !!
aww dey're so cuuuuuuuuute lors..
g0t 1 ar.. beri naughty de ><>
after dat we went lot1 to buy present for jiajun..
we bought a..hmm.. tortoise? lolx
cute de..
we went buy bubble tea oso..
den ii din hv enuff money wif me so ii decided to lend from jojo..
yixin noe le.. she said she'll pay for me..
& dat ii doesnt need to return her..
ii noe y she did dat..
coz of my financial prob..
itz okayy de.. ii can cope..
thnx yixin.. reli thank you..=D
thnx ferr all e frenx ard me,,
hu advised me,, supported me..
love you guys..
``guessed ii'll stop here bahhs
``signing off..
_fangfang_
